I want to make many things a bit more public. I know, I don’t post here anymore, blah, blah, blah. I don’t think my friends even know that this page existed. And that is still exists. But here I am, seeking for some direction in life, and I want to have a space to share myself to the world. I want to use this blog as a way to show who I am and what I do. It is an outlet for my creativity that tends to go unseen. It doesn’t matter if it is just perfect, or seen as useless. I want what I do in these spouts of creativity to be shared so I can see worth in my talents. If I am living for myself, creating for myself, it goes nowhere. Through I am glad to get it out, I feel scared to share it because it feels incomplete or useless. I desire a purpose in life, in every moment. I know who I live for, God, obviously. I just want some of my decisions to have a higher meaning.
So I will start up this blog again to share many things. Songs, videos, poems, art. Everything I have done and will do. I realize what I do won’t be appreciated by everyone. And I shouldn’t be asking for it. I know my heart resides with God, so instead I want to do it for God. I want others to see who God is and how He is impacted my life. That way, I have a purpose for this.
“Whatever you eat or drink, or whatever you do, do it all for the glory of God.” – 1 Corinthians 10:31
I will start posting a couple times a week, at least once a week. It will be a surprise whatever it be, a poem, a unfinished song, a video, a painting. I will schedule and space out my posts so it is not all at once. But expect more from me.
The Nerd of May